So perfect in every way, God wanted him to stay

This has by far been the most heartbreaking, yet sacred and precious experience of my life. I am not typically one to share moments that are this close to me, and for the past couple of weeks I have not intended to, but I am so proud to be Lucas' mommy and I want to give everyone the chance to see my beautiful baby boy. 


Lucas Steven Mann was born still on December 15, 2009, due to unknown causes (SADS). I had the amazing opportunity to hold his perfect little body for 2 days after he was born. I miss him so bad that it physically hurts, but I know that I will always have those precious moments that I was able to spend with him, and he will always be in my heart. 

We miss and love you, Lucas.

Thank you, Debbie, for coming to the hospital so quickly to take these amazing pictures. I love them so much, and I can't tell you how much they mean to me.

I have also wanted to thank everyone for the outpouring of love and support. I have such wonderful friends and family, and I am sincerely grateful for all of you and love you so much. While I appreciate everyone's offers, I am spending the next little while with my family but I promise that I will let you know if there is anything that anyone can do to help. I apologize if you have been unable to contact me, the best way right now is through email - stacia.mann@gmail.com.