This has by far been the most heartbreaking, yet sacred and precious experience of my life. I am not typically one to share moments that are this close to me, and for the past couple of weeks I have not intended to, but I am so proud to be Lucas' mommy and I want to give everyone the chance to see my beautiful baby boy.
Lucas Steven Mann was born still on December 15, 2009, due to unknown causes (SADS). I had the amazing opportunity to hold his perfect little body for 2 days after he was born. I miss him so bad that it physically hurts, but I know that I will always have those precious moments that I was able to spend with him, and he will always be in my heart.
Lucas Steven Mann was born still on December 15, 2009, due to unknown causes (SADS). I had the amazing opportunity to hold his perfect little body for 2 days after he was born. I miss him so bad that it physically hurts, but I know that I will always have those precious moments that I was able to spend with him, and he will always be in my heart.
Thank you, Debbie, for coming to the hospital so quickly to take these amazing pictures. I love them so much, and I can't tell you how much they mean to me.
I have also wanted to thank everyone for the outpouring of love and support. I have such wonderful friends and family, and I am sincerely grateful for all of you and love you so much. While I appreciate everyone's offers, I am spending the next little while with my family but I promise that I will let you know if there is anything that anyone can do to help. I apologize if you have been unable to contact me, the best way right now is through email - stacia.mann@gmail.com.
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Stacia---
You probably dont remember me, but we grew up together when we were really young. My maiden name is Lunt. I work at Symantec now and was just told to come view your blog by a friend at work and I was very touched. Your little angel is precious. Did NILMDTS take the pictures?
I lost a baby on October 13th 2009. I completely know how you feel. Its one of the most difficult things I have ever been thru, but I have never felt soo close to heaven. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
I know you dont know me or probably dont remember me, but I wanted to let you know that I am here for you if you ever want to talk. My email is missyliston@gmail.com
Stacia... my heart goes out to you and the family. Lucas is a beautiful boy, and you were truly blessed to be his mommy. If I could say something to make it easier I would, but I know that words are just that... words. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers as you make your way.
Love, Auntie
Stacia,
I saw on your facebook that you had a blog. I want you to know that you have been in my prayers. What a precious baby boy. We don't always know how Heavenly Father works or why things happen, but I know that he has a plan for you. My darkest and most troubling times have been the times where my true testimony and character has been built. I'll continue to pray for you and your sweet little family. Love to you.
Lindy Rawle Baker
You updated your blog! Just know that I love you and I'm here for you. Ok, you already know that but I had to say it again. Your so strong and I know this will only make you stronger. I love you!
Stacia,
Hey I saw that you has a blog on facebook, so I wanted to check it out. I am so sorry to hear about your baby boy, Dave told me and it breaks my heart. He is so beautiful and so precious. I can't imagine what you are going through right now and I know it has been a long while but if you need anything let me know.
Adrie
Skye sent me to your sight. I'm so sorry about your loss. life is so precious. I'm so glad you have those pictures of him. You will be in our prayers.
Stacia it was good to see you today at walmart. What a precious baby and your story brought tears to my eyes. You are a strong women. My heart goes out to you and your family and are in our prayers! Your kids are darling! Lauren Burr Howard
I love you sis! I look at your blog about 10 times a day just to get my Lucas fix. I love him and miss him so much. I will always treasure the time that we got to spend with him. Those are moments that will always be so dear to me...and close to my heart. You are so strong, and such a great example, I really am so proud of you. I look forward to the day that I can see you holding your sweet Lucas again, and the selfish part of me cant wait to take him from you....just for a quick snuggle :) I love you sis!
Stacia - you are a strong lady. I don't know how you do it. I stumbled on your blog when I was thinking of you and what happened. What a beautiful little boy.
Dear Stacia, What a beautiful boy Lucas is, I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for your comfort and strength. Please know that I care. I would love to send you a handkerchief from my For Your Tears blog. When you feel up to it please send me your address so I can put one in the mail to catch your tears. Love, Debby
dpucci9972@gmail.com
Stacia - my heart truly breaks for you and your family. I am so, so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Lucas. He is stunning and those pictures will be treasured memories for you.
We lost our Nicholas November 7, 2008 and I can relate to everything you said. "It physically hurts". It absolutely does... I ached for my baby boy, sometimes I still do.
We are all here for you and remembering with you.
Stacia,
You are doing a great thing by sharing your little Lucas with the world, and he is just beautiful. I am so sorry for your heartbreaking loss, and please know that we all know (us babylost blogger moms) the feelings and emotions that follow. If I can be of any help, please let me know. Feel free to visit my girls' blog.
Hugs, Nan xo
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my firstborn eight months ago and it's just plain hard. Sending you *big* HUGS!
XOXOXO
Hi there. saw you were a follower on my blog and wanted to say hello. Welcome to this "group".. I have had so many sweet experiences in the last 3 months.. We miss our baby Kyndal, yet know she is being taken care of by a loving Heavenly Father. I look forward to reading your blog
Cori
an angel mommy
Stacia, I'm so sorry that you had to join this world of babyloss. Lucas is truly a beautiful little boy and I am glad to hear that you got to send 2 days with him. I'm sure you will never forget the moments that you spent with him. I am a babylost mommy. My daughter was diagnosed with a fatal defect on Dec 15, 2008 and she was born still on March 28, 2009. Feel free to email me if you need to talk to a fellow babylost mom.
He is gorgeous. While I know it hurts so much, there are so many of us here who are willing and able to walk this road of pain that we know all too well with you. Email me any time. Hugs...
Stacia, I just wanted to say I'm so sorry to hear about Lucas! I know your heart is broken! You're in my thoughts and prayers as you and your family travel this rough road. Lucas is beautiful, thank you for sharing!
Stacia, I just wanted to send my love. You are such a beautiful person and your little boy will be a blessing to you for the rest of your life. He loved you enough to choose to be YOURS. You will never fully understand that love and sacrifice until you see him again. God loves you so much. You are in our prayers.
Your son is beautiful. I know your heart is breaking over and over agian right now, but things will get easier as you learn to navigate through life without your precious child by your side. I lost my identical twin girls this past April and it is so very diffiuclt, but I have found ways to manage my grief and hold my girls close to my heart. I think you will find a lot of support from this community if you need it, I know it has helped me in too many ways to count. xx Tina
Stacia,
These pictures are just amazing. Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful Lucas with us. I am so sorry you had to say goodbye to your precious baby boy.
Praying God's continued comfort and sufficient grace for you...
Kelly Gerken
Sufficient Grace Ministries
http://sufficientgrace-kelly.blogspot.com
Hey old roomie! :) I just saw the post on Sky's website. I found you on facebook! I am so sorry about the loss of your beautiful baby boy! Remember he is in loving arms just like yours!
Jolynne
Hi Stacia,
I am so glad that you decided to share little Lucas with us when I know how close he is and this experiance is to your heart. You are truly brave and so kind and loving to let us all enjoy your perfect little angel and to let us grieve with you. He must have been too perfect for this world. I want you to know how sorry I am for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers...take care..
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